And even when this person is one of my closest friends, I really do not care.
Today, the same scenario happened again, with my best friend. Again she remembered me when she understood that she needed me to ask something about exams. I got angry, she always does this, she sends messages when she needs help. But she chose the wrong time to do this, today. I tried to get rid of her. She didnt give me any answer when I gave her an advice not what she wanted.
Am I idiot? Do I look like that from your view point. I'm not your slave or servant. I'm a person just like you. And I hate it when you try to use me for something that is urgent for you.
Wake up! I dont care about people around me nowadays and one of them is you. As usual you just think yourself even when I say I'll go. The only thing you thought was what would happen to you alone? Oww I really dont know this I dont want to know this I dont care this...Is it clear enough?
When I dont talk too much, and keep my ideas to myself, people begin to think I'm stupid or harmless and they try to control me.
But please dont forget I can understand what is going on around me, what people think about me, what people think who I am.
When I dont show my reaction to your behaviour thats all about me, not stupidity.
All I wrote seems like a teenage hurricane but I just wanted to say.
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