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There is someone aroud me nowadays. I dont want to talk about him, it's like,
if I say something he will just disappear. I've never met, never talked to him.
He's just looking, looking at me. It's complicated, I dont want to be 'early singing bird' again.
I dont want disappointments again. So I'm just waiting. Ok. I did something,
but not that big.
Just some research. But have nothing more than basic info. I'm curious,
but not sure if he starts to go into my mind or heart. Actually I want to let it go,
I'll just wait, as usual, and see what the life will bring me next.
I'm sure somethings is gonna happen, it's very very close,
he or someone else, no matter.
No hopes, no heartbreaks.